III Lilies for a bridal bed, Waste one hope, one fear for me. - TO EDWARD WILLIAMS I THE serpent is shut out from paradise. The wounded deer must seek the herb no more In which its heart-cure lies; The widowed dove must cease to haunt a bower, Like that from which its mate with feignèd sighs Fled in the April hour. II I, too, must seldom seek again Near happy friends a mitigated pain. Of hatred I am proud, with scorn content; Indifference, that once hurt me, now is grown Itself indifferent; iii. 4 Houghton MS., Harvard MS., Mrs. Shelley, 1824 || Sadder flowers find for me, Trelawny MS. iii. 8 Houghton MS., Harvard MS., Mrs. Shelley, 1824 || a hope, a fear, Trelawny MS. To Edward Williams. Rossetti || To. Trelawny MS. Stanzas to... Ascham, 1834. Stanzas. Mrs. Shelley, 18391. Published in Ascham's edition, 1834. ii. 2 which once hurt me is now, Trelawny MS. But, not to speak of love, pity alone Can break a spirit already more than bent. Turns the mind's poison into food, III Therefore if now I see you seldomer, Dear friends, dear friend! know that I only fly Your looks, because they stir Griefs that should sleep, and hopes that cannot die. The very comfort that they minister I scarce can bear; yet I, So deeply is the arrow gone, Should quickly perish if it were withdrawn. IV When I return to my cold home, you ask Of acting a forced part in life's dull scene, Of wearing on my brow the idle mask Of author, great or mean, V Full half an hour, to-day, I tried my lot With various flowers, and every one still said, iii. 2 Dear friends, dear friend, Trelawny MS., Mrs. Shelley, 18392 || Dear gentle friend, Mrs. Shelley, 18391. iv. 2 ever, Mrs. Shelley, 18391 || lately, Trelawny MS. 4 in, Trelawny MS. || on, Mrs. Shelley, 18391. "She loves me loves me not." And if this meant a vision long since fled If it meant fortune, fame, or peace of thought – If it meant, but I dread ―― To speak what you may know too well: Still there was truth in the sad oracle. VI The crane o'er seas and forests seeks her home; The sleepless billows on the ocean's breast weak heart and all its throbs will cease. VII I asked her, yesterday, if she believed His heart with words, but what his judgment bade Would do, and leave the scorner unrelieved. To send to you, but that I know, Happy yourself, you feel another's woe. vi. 3 Whence, Mrs. Shelley, 18391. 8 will, Mrs. Shelley, 18392 || shall, Mrs. Shelley, 18391. vii. 5 unrelieved, Trelawny MS., Mrs. Shelley, 18392 || unreprieved, Mrs. Shelley, 18391. vii. 6 were, Trelawny MS. TO-MORROW WHERE art thou, beloved To-morrow? Thy sweet smiles we ever seek, In thy place ah! well-a-day! We find the thing we fled - To-day. LINES IF I walk in Autumn's even A LAMENT I O WORLD! O life! O time! On whose last steps I climb, Trembling at that where I had stood before; When will return the glory of your prime? No more To-morrow. Published by Mrs. Shelley, 1824. A Lament. Published by Mrs. Shelley, 1824. - oh, never more! |