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I searched, in my despair,

Sunny noon and midnight air;

I could not drive away the thought that you were lingering there.
Oh, many and many a winter night I sat when you were gone,
My worn face buried in my hands, beside the fire alone,

Within the dripping church-yard, the rain plashing on your stone,
You were sleeping, Barbara!

'Mong angels, do you think

Of the precious golden link

I clasped around your happy arm while sitting by yon brink?
Or when that night of gliding dance, of laughter and guitars,
Was emptied of its music, and we watched, through latticed bars,
The silent midnight heaven creeping o'er us with its stars,
Till the day broke, Barbara?

In the years I've changed;

Wild and far my heart hath ranged,

And many sins and errors now have been on me avenged;
But to you I have been faithful, whatsoever good I lacked:
I loved you, and above my life still hangs that love intact –
Your love the trembling rainbow, I the reckless cataract

Still I love you, Barbara!

Yet, love, I am unblest;
With many doubts opprest,

I wander like a desert wind, without a place of rest.

Could I but win you for an hour from off that starry shore,
The hunger of my soul were stilled, for Death hath told you more
Than the melancholy world doth know; things deeper than all lore.
You could teach me, Barbara!

In vain, in vain, in vain!

You will never come again!

There droops upon the dreary hills a mournful fringe of rain;
The gloaming closes slowly round, loud winds are in the tree,
Round selfish shores forever moans the hurt and wounded sea,
There is no rest upon the earth, peace is with Death and thee,
Barbara!

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Black Labor draws his weary waves
Into their secret moaning caves;
But, with the morning light,
That sea again will overflow
With a long, weary sound of woe,
Again to faint in night.
Wave am I in that sea of woes,

A sunbeam like an angel's sword
Shivers upon a spire.

Thus have I watched thee, Terror!
Dream!

While the blue night crept up the
stream.

Which, night and morning, ebbs and The wild train plunges in the hills,

flows.

I dwelt within a gloomy court,
Wherein did never sunbeam sport;

Yet there my heart was stirred-
My very blood did dance and thrill,
When on my narrow window-sill
Spring lighted like a bird.
Poor flowers! I watched them pine
for weeks,

With leaves as pale as human cheeks.

Afar, one summer, I was borne;
Through golden vapors of the morn
I heard the hills of sheep:
I trod with a wild ecstasy
The bright fringe of the living sea:
And on a ruined keep

I sat, and watched an endless plain
Blacken beneath the gloom of rain.

Oh, fair the lightly-sprinkled waste,
O'er which a laughing shower has
raced!

Oh, fair the April shoots!
Oh, fair the woods on summer days,
While a blue hyacinthine haze

Is dreaming round the roots!
In thee, O city! I discern
Another beauty, sad and stern.

Draw thy fierce streams of blindingore,
Smite on a thousand anvils, roar
Down to the harbor-bars;
Smoulder in smoky sunsets, flare
On rainy nights; with street

square

Lie empty to the stars.
From terrace proud to alley base
I know thee as my mother's face.

and

When sunset bathes thee in his gold, In wreaths of bronze thy sides are rolled,

Thy smoke is dusky fire;

He shrieks across the midnight rills;
Streams through the shifting glare,
The roar and flap of foundry fires,
That shake with light the sleeping
shires;

And on the moorlands bare
He sees afar a crown of light
Hang o'er thee in the hollow night.

At midnight, when thy suburbs lie
As silent as a noonday sky

When larks with heat are mute,
I love to linger on thy bridge,
All lonely as a mountain ridge,

Disturbed but by my foot;

While the black lazy stream beneath
Steals from its far-off wilds of heath.

And through thy heart as through a dream,

Flows on that black disdainful
stream;

All scornfully it flows,
Between the huddled gloom of masts,
Silent as pines unvexed by blasts -

'Tween lamps in streaming rows,
O wondrous sight! O stream of
dread!

O long, dark river of the dead!

Afar, the banner of the year
Unfurls: but dimly prisoned here,
'Tis only when I greet
A dropt rose lying in my way,
A butterfly that flutters gay
Athwart the noisy street.

I know the happy Summer smiles
Around thy suburbs, miles on miles.

'Twere neither pæan now, nor dirge,
The flash and thunder of the surge

On flat sands wide and bare;
No haunting joy or anguish dwells
In the green light of sunny dells,
Or in the starry air.

And, from the glory round thee Alike to me the desert flower,

poured,

The rainbow laughingo'er the shower.

While o'erthy walls the darkness sails, I lean against the churchyard rails;

Up in the midnight towers The belfried spire, the street is dead, I hear in silence overhead

The clang of iron hours:

It moves me not- I know her tomb
Is yonder in the shapeless gloom.

All raptures of this mortal breath,
Solemnities of life and death,

Dwell in thy noise alone:
Of me thou hast become a part-
Some kindred with my human heart
Lives in thy streets of stone;
For we have been familiar more
Than galley-slave and weary oar.

The beech is dipped in wine; the shower

Is burnished; on the swinging flower

The latest bee doth sit The low sun stares through dust of gold.

And o'er the darkening heath and wold

The large ghost-moth doth flit. In every orchard Autumn stands, With apples in his golden hands.

But all these sights and sounds are strange;

Then wherefore from thee should I range?

Thou hast my kith and kin; My childhood, youth, and manhood brave;

Thou hast that unforgotten grave
Within thy central din.

A sacredness of love and death Dwells in thy noise and smoky breath.

CHARLOTTE SMITH.

THE CRICKET.

LITTLE inmate, full of mirth,
Chirping on my humble hearth;
Wheresoe'er be thine abode,
Always harbinger of good,
Pay me for thy warm retreat
With a song most soft and sweet;
In return thou shalt receive
Such a song as I can give.

Though in voice and shape they be
Formed as if akin to thee,
Thou surpassest, happier far,
Happiest grasshoppers that are;
Theirs is but a summer-song,
Thine endures the winter long,
Unimpaired, and shrill, and clear,
Melody throughout the year.

Neither night nor dawn of day
Puts a period to thy lay:
Then, insect! let thy simple song
Cheer the winter evening long;
While, secure from every storm,
In my cottage stout and warm,
Thou shalt my merry minstrel be,
And I'll delight to shelter thee.

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FLORENCE SMITH.

[From Rainbow-Songs.]

THE PURPLE OF THE POET.

PURPLE, the passionate color!
Purple, the color of pain!
I clothe myself in the rapture-
I count the suffering gain!

The sea lies gleaming before me,

Pale in the smile of the sunNo shadow- all golden and azure— The joy of the day has begun!

Throbbing and yearning forever,

With longing unsatisfied, sweet Flushed with the pain and the rapture, Warm at the sun-god's feet

In the glow and gloom of the evening The glory is reached - and o'erpast;

Joy's rose-bloom has ripened to purple

"Twill fade, but the stars shine at last!

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The old mother-monster! how soundly she sleeps!

Come! nearest her heart, where the strong life leaps —

We drink, we bathe in the flood!

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Lying low at my threshold - I bid thee depart!

Thou shalt dog my footsteps no

more.

Wilt thou bring me the faded flowers of my youth

With hands full of dead leaves, and lips full of lies

For these shall I yield thee my treasure, in sooth ?

Are the buttercup's petals pure gold, say truth!

Wilt thou coin me the daisy's eyes?

I hate them! the smiling flowers in the sun,

And the yellow, smooth rays that they feed on at noon — Tis the hard cold gold I will have or none!

Come, pluck me the stars down, one by one,

Plant me the pale rich moon!

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The horrible color-the color of flame!

'Tis a romance to them - a wonder
You were ever a child at play;
But the dear ones waiting in Heaven
Know it is all as you say.

I know that the great All-Father
Loves us and the little ones too;
Keep only child-like hearted -
Heaven is older than you!

UNREQUITING.

The hot sun has o'erflowed from his I CANNOT love thee, but I hold thee

broken urn

O thou pitiless sky! wilt thou show

me my shame ?

dear

Thou must not stay thee go!

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While the cursed gold clings to my I am so lonely, and the end draws

fingers like flame

And glitters only to burn!

SOMEBODY OLDER.

How pleasant it is that always There's somebody older than youSome one to pet and caress you, Some one to scold you too!

Some one to call you a baby,

To laugh at you when you're wise; Some one to care when you're sorry, To kiss the tears from your eyes.

When life has begun to be weary,
And youth to melt like the dew,
To know, like the little children,
Somebody's older than you!

The path cannot be so lonely,

For some one has trod it before; The golden gates are the nearer,

That some one stands at the door!

-I can think of nothing sadder

Than to feel, when days are few, There's nobody left to lean on, Nobody older than you!

The younger ones may be tender
To the feeble steps and slow;
But they can't talk the old times

over

Alas! how should they know!

near

Ah, love me still, but do not tell me so!

'Tis but a little longer-keep thy faith!

Though love's last rapture I shall never know,

I fain would trust thee even unto death;

Ah, love me still, but do not tell me so!

I am so poor I have no self to give, And less than all I will not offer,

no!

I die, but not for thee-fain would I live

Ay! love me still, but do not tell me so!

Like a strange flower that blossoms in the night,

And dies at dawn, love faded long

ago

Born in a dream it perished with the light

Lov'st thou me still? Ah, do not tell me so!

Let me imagine that thou art my friend

No less- - no more I ask for here below!

Be patient with me even to the endLoving me still, thou wilt not teil

me so!

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