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Of this poor, passionate, helpless bloodAnd then I lay, and spoke not: but He heard in heaven.

So many Tuscan evenings passed the

same.

I could not lose a sunset on the bridge, And would not miss a vigil in the church, And liked to mingle with the outdoor crowd

So strange and gay and ignorant of my face,

For men you know not, are as good as

trees.

And only once, at the Santissima, I almost chanced upon a man I knew, Sir Blaise Delorme. He saw me certainly,

And somewhat hurried, as he crossed himself,

The smoothness of the action,-then half bowed,

But only half, and merely to my shade, I slipped so quick behind the porphyry plinth

And left him dubious if 'twas really I
Or peradventure Satan's usual trick
To keep a mounting saint uncanonized.
But he was safe for that time, and I too ;
The argent angels in the altar-flare
Absorbed his soul next moment. The
good man!

In England we were scarce acquaintances,

That here in Florence he should keep

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With God so near me, could I sing of God! I did not write, nor read, nor even think, But sate absorbed amid the quickening glooms,

Most like some passive broken lumpof salt Dropped in by chance to a bowl of oenomel,

To spoil the drink a little and lose itself, Dissolving slowly, slowly, until lost.

EIGHTH BOOK

ONE eve it happened, when I sate alone,
Alone, upon the terrace of my tower,
A book upon my knees to counterfeit
The reading that I never read at all,
While Marian, in the garden down below,
Knelt by the fountain I could just hear
thrill

The drowsy silence of the exhausted day, And peeled a new fig from that purple heap

In the grass beside her, turning out the red

To feed her eager child (who sucked at it With vehement lips across a gap of air As he stood opposite, face and curls aflame

With that last sun-ray, crying, 'give me, give,'

And stamping with imperious baby-feet, We're all born princes) something startled me,

The laugh of sad and innocent souls, that breaks

Abruptly, as if frightened at itself. 'Twas Marian laughed. I saw her glance above

In sudden shame that I should hear her laugh,

And straightway dropped my eyes upon my book,

And

knew, the first time, 'twas Boccaccio's tale,

The Falcon's, of the lover who for love Destroyed the best that loved him. Some of us

Do it still, and then we sit and laugh

no more.

Laugh you, sweet Marian,-you've the right to laugh,

Since God Himself is for you, and a child!

In my ears

For me there's somewhat less,-and so The sound of waters. There he stood,

I sigh.

The heavens were making room to hold the night,

The sevenfold heavens unfolding all their gates

To let the stars out slowly (prophesied In close-approaching advent, not discerned),

While still the cue-owls from the cy

presses

Of the Poggio called and counted every pulse

my king!

I felt him, rather than beheld him. Up I rose, as if he were my king indeed, And then sate down, in trouble at myself, And struggling for my woman's empery. 'Tis pitiful; but women are so made: We'll die for you perhaps,-'tis probable;

But we'll not spare you an inch of our full height:

We'll have our whole just stature,-five feet four,

Though laid out in our coffins: pitiful.

Of the skyey palpitation. Gradually
The purple and transparent shadows slow-You, Romney!-Lady Waldemar
Had filled up the whole valley to the brim,
And flooded all the city, which you saw

is here?'

As some drowned city in some enchanted He answered in a voice which was not

sea,

Cut off from nature,-drawing you who

gaze,

With passionate desire, to leap and plunge

And find a sea-king with a voice of waves, And treacherous soft eyes, and slippery locks

his.

'I have her letter; you shall read it soon. But first, I must be heard a little, I, Who have waited long and travelled far for that,

Although you thought to have shut a tedious book

And farewell. Ah, you dog-eared such
a page,

You cannot kiss but you shall bring away
Their salt upon your lips. The duomo- | And here you find me.'
bell

Did he touch my hand, Strikes ten, as if it struck ten fathoms Or but my sleeve? I trembled, hand

down,

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and foot,

He must have touched me.-'Will you sit?' I asked,

And motioned to a chair; but down he
sate,

A little slowly, as a man in doubt,
Upon the couch beside me,-couch and

chair

Being wheeled upon the terrace.

'You are come,

My cousin Romney?—this is wonderful.
But all is wonder on such summer-nights;
And nothing should surprise us any more,
Who see that miracle of stars. Behold.'

I signed above, where all the stars

were out,

As if an urgent heat had started there

Methinks I have plunged, I see it all so A secret writing from a sombre page,

clear..

And, O my heart, . . the sea-king!

A blank, last moment, crowded suddenly
With hurrying splendours.

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Who soon shall rise in wrath and shake In fact I never knew her. 'Tis enough

it clear),

Came hither also, raking up our grape And olive-gardens with his tyrannous tusk,

And rolling on our maize with all his swine.'

That Vincent did, and therefore chose

his wife

For other reasons than those topaz eyes We've heard of. Not to undervalue them, For all that. One takes up the world with eyes.'

'You had the news from Vincent-Including Romney Leigh, I thought

Carrington,'

again,

He echoed, picking up the phrase Albeit he knows them only by repute.

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Aye, strange; but only strange that good Lord Howe

Preferred him to the post because of pauls.

Of course I feel that, lonely among my vines,

Where nothing's talked of, save the blight again,

For me I'm sworn to never trust a man- And no more Chianti! Still the letter's use
At least with letters."
As preparation . . Did I start indeed?
Last night I started at a cockchafer,
And shook a half-hour after. Have you
learnt

'There were facts to tell, To smooth with eye and accent. Howe supposed ..

Well, well, no matter! there was dubious need;

You heard the news from Vincent Carrington.

And yet perhaps you had been startled less

To see me, dear Aurora, if you had read That letter.'

-Now he sets me down as vexed. I think I've draped myself in woman's pride

To a perfect purpose. Oh, I'm vexed, it seems!

My friend Lord Howe deputes his friend
Sir Blaise

To break as softly as a sparrow's egg
That lets a bird tenderly, the news
Of Romney's marriage to a certain saint;
To smooth with eye and accent,-indicate
His possible presence. Excellently well
You've played your part, my Lady
Waldemar,-

As I've played mine.

'Dear Romney,' I began, 'You did not use, of old, to be so like A Greek king coming from a taken Troy, 'Twas needful that precursors spread

your path

With three-piled carpets, to receive your foot

And dull the sound of 't. For myself,

be sure,

Although it frankly grinds the gravel here,
I still can bear it. Yet I'm sorry too
To lose this famous letter, which Sir
Blaise

Has twisted to a lighter absently
To fire some holy taper: dear Lord Howe
Writes letters good for all things but to
lose;

And many a flower of London gossipry Has dropped wherever such a stem broke off.

No more of women, 'spite of privilege, Than still to take account too seriously Of such weak flutterings? Why, we like it, sir,

We get our powers and our effects that way:

The trees stand stiff and still at time of frost,

If no wind tears them; but, let summer come,

When trees are happy,—and a breath avails

To set them trembling through a million leaves

In luxury of emotion. Something less It takes to move a woman: let her start And shake at pleasure,-nor conclude at yours,

The winter's bitter,-but the summer's green.'

He answered, 'Be the summer evergreen With you, Aurora !-though you sweep

your sex

With somewhat bitter gusts from where you live

Above them,-whirling downward from your heights

Your very own pine-cones, in a grand disdain

Of the lowland burrs with which you scatter them.

So high and cold to others and yourself, A little less to Romney were unjust, And thus, I would not have you. Let it pass:

I feel content so. You can bear indeed My sudden step beside you: but for me, 'Twould move me sore to hear your softened voice,Aurora's voice,-if softened unaware In pity of what I am.'

Ah, friend, I thought, As husband of the Lady Waldemar

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At which I interrupted my own thought And spoke out calmly. Let us ponder, friend,

Whate'er our state we must have made it first;

And though the thing displease us, aye,
perhaps

Displease us warrantably, never doubt
That other states, thought possible once,

and then

Rejected by the instinct of our lives,
If then adopted had displeased us more
Than this in which the choice, the will,
the love,

'She's well,' I answered.

She was there in sight An hour back, but the night had drawn her home,

Where still I heard her in an upper room,
Her low voice singing to the child in bed,
Who restless with the summer-heat and
play

And slumber snatched at noon, was long
sometimes

In falling off, and took a score of songs And mother-hushes ere she saw him sound.

'She's well,' I answered.

'Here?' he asked. 'Yes, here.' 'That shall be

He stopped and sighed.
presently,

But now this must be. I have words to
say,

And would be alone to say them, I with
you,

Has stamped the honour of a patent act
From henceforth. What we choose And no third troubling.'
may not be good,

'Speak then,' I returned,

But, that we choose it, proves it good' She will not vex you.'

for us

Potentially, fantastically, now

Or last year, rather than a thing we saw,

And saw no need for choosing. Moths will burn

Their wings, which proves that light is good for moths,

Who else had flown not where they agonize.'

At which, suddenly,
He turned his face upon me with its smile
As if to crush me. 'I have read your
book,
Aurora.'

'You have read it, I replied,
'And I have writ it, we have done
with it.
And now the rest?'

'The rest is like the first,'

'Aye, light is good,' he echoed, and there | He answered,—' for the book is in my

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take no sign,

she well?'

He would

heart,

Lives in me, wakes in me, and dreams

in me :

My daily bread tastes of it,-and my wine
Which has no smack of it, I pour it out,
It seems unnatural drinking.'

Bitterly

I took the word up; 'Never waste your
wine.
The book lived in me ere it lived in you;
I know it closer than another does,

But straight repeated, -Marian. Is And how it's foolish, feeble, and afraid,

And all unworthy so much compliment.

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