And new-found agate urns as fresh as day, "Do I live, am I dead?" There, leave me, there! For ye have stabbed me with ingratitude To death: ye wish it—God, ye wish it! Stone— And leave me in my church, the church for peace, (1845.) THE LOST LEADER I Just for a handful of silver he left us, How all our copper had gone for his service! Rags were they purple, his heart had been proud! Learned his great language, caught his clear accents, Burns, Shelley, were with us,—they watch from their graves! II We shall march prospering,-not thro' his presence; One wrong more to man, one more insult to God! Forced praise on our part-the glimmer of twilight, Best fight on well, for we taught him—strike gallantly, Then let him receive the new knowledge and wait us, Pardoned in heaven, the first by the throne! (1845.) DAVID SINGING BEFORE SAUL (From Saul) VIII And I paused, held my breath in such silence, and listened apart; And the tent shook, for mighty Saul shuddered: and sparkles 'gan dart From the jewels that woke in his turban, at once with a start, IX "Oh, our manhood's prime vigour! No spirit feels waste, Not a muscle is stopped in its playing nor sinew unbraced. Oh, the wild joys of living! the leaping from rock up to rock, The strong rending of boughs from the fir-tree, the cool silver shock Of the plunge in a pool's living water, the hunt of the bear, And the sultriness showing the lion is couched in his lair. And the meal, the rich dates yellowed over with gold dust divine, And the locust-flesh steeped in the pitcher, the full draught of wine, And the sleep in the dried river-channel where bulrushes tell That the water was wont to go warbling so softly and well. How good is man's life, the mere living! how fit to employ All the heart and the soul and the senses forever in joy! Hast thou loved the white locks of thy father, whose sword thou didst guard When he trusted thee forth with the armies, for glorious reward? Didst thou kiss the thin hands of thy mother, held up as men sung The low song of the nearly departed, and hear her faint tongue Joining in while it could to the witness 'Let one more attest, I have lived, seen God's hand thro' a lifetime, and all was for best?' Then they sung thro' their tears in strong triumph, not much, but the rest. And thy brothers, the help and the contest, the working whence grew Such result as, from seething grape-bundles, the spirit strained true: And the friends of thy boyhood—that boyhood of wonder and hope, Present promise and wealth of the future beyond the eye's scope,Till lo, thou art grown to a monarch; a people is thine; And all gifts, which the world offers singly, on one head combine! On one head, all the beauty and strength, love and rage (like the throe That, a-work in the rock, helps its labour and lets the gold go) High ambition and deeds which surpass it, fame crowning them,— all Brought to blaze on the head of one creature-King Saul!" X And lo, with that leap of my spirit,—heart, hand, harp and voice, By the tent's cross-support in the centre, was struck by his name. A year's snow bound about for a breastplate, leaves grasp of the sheet? Fold on fold all at once it crowds thunderously down to his feet, And there fronts you, stark, black, but alive yet, your mountain of old, With his rents, the successive bequeathings of ages untold: Yea, each harm got in fighting your battles, each furrow and scar Of his head thrust 'twixt you and the tempest-all hail, there they are! -Now again to be softened with verdure, again hold the nest Of the dove, tempt the goat and its young to the green on his crest For their food in the ardours of summer. One long shudder thrilled All the tent till the very air tingled, then sank and was stilled At the King's self left standing before me, released and aware. (1845.) HOME THOUGHTS, FROM ABROAD Oh, to be in England Now that April 's there, And whoever wakes in England Sees, some morning, unaware, That the lowest boughs and the brushwood sheaf II And after April, when May follows, And the whitethroat builds, and all the swallows! And, though the fields look rough with hoary dew, LOVE AMONG THE RUINS I Where the quiet-coloured end of evening smiles, On the solitary pastures where our sheep Half-asleep (1845-) Tinkle homeward thro' the twilight, stray or stop As they crop— Was the site once of a city great and gay, (So they say) Of our country's very capital, its prince, Held his court in, gathered councils, wielding far |