Repent in vain, scarce wish to be forgiven ; Yet, yet, my Fair! thy nobler efforts try, Lift me from earth, and give me to the sky; Let my lost soul thy brighter virtues feel, Warm'd with thy hopes, and wing'd with all thy zeal. And when, low-bending at the hallow'd shrine, Thy contrite heart shall Abelard resign; When pitying heaven, impatient to forgive, Unbars the gates of light, and bids thee live ; Seize on th' auspicious moment ere it flee, And ask the same immortal boon for me. Then when these black, terrific scenes are o'er, Shall drop one tender, sympathizing tear, Mean while, divinely purg'd from every stain, Our active souls shall climb th' etherial plain, To each bright Cherub's purity aspire, Catch all his zeal, and pant with all his fire; There, where no face the glooms of anguish wears, No uncle murders, and no passion tears, Enjoy with heaven eternity of rest, For ever blessing, and for ever blest. EPISTLE XIV. THE AFRICAN PRINCE, NOW IN ENGLAND, ΤΟ ZARA AT HIS FATHER'S COURT. WRITTEN IN THE YEAR M DCCXLIX. PRINCES, my Fair, unfortunately great, Fame pays with empty breath the toils they bear, Rewards the hero with a noble dower. For this alone I dar'd the roaring sea, Yet more, for this I dar'd to part with Thee. But while my bosom feels the nobler flame, Still unreprov'd, it owns thy gentler claim. Though virtue's awful form my soul approves, 'Tis thine, thine only, Zara, that it loves. A private lot had made the claim but one, Why was I singled for imperial sway, Fix'd the dread voyage, and the day decreed, That conscious palm, beneath whose towering shade And plann'd of future years the best employ; Now snatch'd us, fainting, from the sense of pain. I caught thy fleeting soul, and gave thee mine! O! why recall'd to life and to despair? The dreadful summons came, to part-and why? Where love's the business of immortal life, "If in some distant land my prince should find Torn from thy fond embrace, the strand I gain, Where mourning friends inflict superfluous pain; My Father there his struggling sighs supprest, And in dumb anguish clasp'd me to his breast, Then sought, conceal'd the conflict of his mind, To give the fortitude he could not find ; Each life-taught precept kindly he renew'd, "Thy country's good, said he, be still pursu'd! If, when the gracious gods my Son restore, These eyes shall sleep in death, to wake no more; If then these limbs, that now in age decay, Shall mouldering mix with earth's parental clay; Round my green tomb perform the sacred rite, Assume my throne, and let thy yoke be light; From lands of freedom glorious precepts bring, And reign at once a father and a king.” How vainly proud, the arrogantly great Presume to boast a monarch's godlike state! |