Portions and parcels of the dreadful Past. In ever climbing up the climbing wave? Give us long rest or death, dark death, or dreamful ease. How sweet it were, hearing the downward stream, With half-shut eyes ever to seem Falling asleep in a half-dream! To dream and dream, like yonder amber light, Which will not leave the myrrh-bush on the height; To hear each other's whispered speech; Eating the Lotos day by day, To watch the crisping ripples on the beach, To the influence of mild-minded melancholy; Heaped over with a mound of grass, Two handfuls of white dust, shut in an urn of brass! Dear is the memory of our wedded lives, And dear the last embraces of our wives And their warm tears: but all hath suffered change; For surely now our household hearths are cold : Our sons inherit us: our looks are strange : Have eat our substance, and the minstrel sings Before them of the ten years' war in Troy, Let what is broken so remain. The Gods are hard to reconcile : 'Tis hard to settle order once again. There is confusion worse than death, Trouble on trouble, pain on pain, Long labour unto agèd breath, Sore task to hearts worn out by many wars And eyes grown dim with gazing on the pilot-stars. But, propt on beds of amaranth and moly, 1 How sweet (while warm airs lull us, blowing lowly) With half-dropt eyelid still, Beneath a heaven dark and holy, To watch the long bright river drawing slowly To hear the dewy echoes calling From cave to cave through the thick-twinèd vineTo watch the emerald-coloured water falling Through many a woven acanthus-wreath divine! Only to hear and see the far-off sparkling brine, Only to hear were sweet, stretched out beneath the pine. The Lotos blooms below the barren peak: Round and round the spicy downs the yellow We have had enough of action, and of motion we, 1 See Odyssey, x. 305. Rolled to starboard, rolled to larboard, when the surge was seething free, Where the wallowing monster spouted his foamfountains in the sea. Let us swear an oath and keep it with an equal mind, In the hollow Lotos-land to live and lie reclined On the hills like Gods together, careless of mankind. For they lie beside their nectar, and the bolts are hurled Far below them in the valleys, and the clouds are lightly curled Round their golden houses, girdled with the gleaming world: Where they smile in secret, looking over wasted lands, Blight and famine, plague and earthquake, roaring deeps and fiery sands, Clanging fights, and flaming towns, and sinking ships, and praying hands. But they smile, they find a music centred in a doleful song Steaming up, a lamentation and an ancient tale of wrong, Like a tale of little meaning though the words are strong; Chanted from an ill-used race of men that cleave the soil, Sow the seed and reap the harvest with enduring toil, Storing yearly little dues of wheat, and wine and oil; Till they perish and they suffer whispered, down in hell - some, 'tis Suffer endless anguish, others in Elysian valleys dwell, Resting weary limbs at last on beds of asphodel.1 Surely, surely, slumber is more sweet than toil, the shore Than labour in the deep mid-ocean, wind and wave and oar; O rest ye, brother mariners, we will not wander more. TENNYSON 130.-ESTRANGEMENT THE path from me to you that led, And who are they but who forget? Warned other ears and other eyes, But when I trace its windings sweet That feels the memory in my feet, Each grass-blade turns forget-me-not, Where murmuring bees your name repeat. J. R. LOWELL 1 See Odyssey, xi. 539. 131. SONNETS I THE DELIGHT OF LOVE 1 XXVI LORD of my love, to whom in vassalage XXIX When in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes, 1 The headings of these and similar groups make no attempt to solve the riddle of the Sonnets. They simply indicate the phases of the story that lies on their surface; the story of a passionate friendship, shadowed by the thought of death, darkened by estrangement, and finally made perfect in reunion, when the temple of "ruined love built anew, grows fairer than at first, more strong, far greater." |