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The affliction preceding his death was lingering, and its issue for some time doubtful; but he was fully resigned, and delighted to speak of God's dealings with him. He was particularly anxious that his Saviour should be exalted; his habitual frame of mind was in accordance with his frequent expressions,

"Let me into nothing fall,
Let my Lord be all in all."

Though he lay in a state of stupor for several days before his death, yet the voice of prayer would arouse him, and call forth a response. Not long before he died, he requested that if a funeral sermon were preached on his death, the text might be, "This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief;" laying emphasis on the words, "of whom I am chief." J. E

POETRY.

"LO, WE HAVE LEFT ALL, AND FOLLOWED THEE.”

JESUS! I my cross have taken,

All to leave, and follow Thee; Helpless, poor, despised, forsaken, Thou henceforth my All shalt be: Perish every fond ambition,

All I've sought, or hoped, or known; Yet how rich is my condition,

God and heaven are still my own!

Let the world despise or leave me,-
It has left my Saviour too;
Human hearts and looks deceive me,
Thou art not like them untrue :
And whilst Thou shalt smile upon me,
God of Wisdom, Love, and Might,
Foes may hate, and friends may scorn

me;

Show thy face, and all is bright. Go, then, earthly fame and treasure ; Come, disaster, scorn, and pain; In thy service, pain is pleasure,

With thy favour, loss is gain : I have call'd Thee, "Abba, Father," I have set my heart on Thee; Storms may howl, and clouds may gather,

All must work for good to me.

Man may trouble and distress me,

"Twill but drive me to thy breast; Life with trials hard may press me,— Heaven will bring me sweeter rest. O! 'tis not in grief to harm me,

While thy love is left to me; O! 'twere not in joy to charm me, Were that joy unmix'd with Thee. Soul, then know thy full salvation,

Rise o'er sin, and fear, and care; Joy to find in every station

Something still to do or bear; Think what Spirit dwells within thee!

Think what Father's love is thine! Think that Jesus died to save thee! Child of Heaven! canst thou repine? Haste thee on from grace to glory; Arm'd by faith, and wing'd by

prayer;

Heaven's eternal day's before thee, God's own hand shall guide thee there :

Soon shall cease thy earthly mission, Soon shall pass thy pilgrim's days; Hope soon change to glad fruition,

Faith to sight, and prayer to praise.

TO THE MEMORY OF MISS H. H.

OH! it is hard indeed, to part
When heart has thus been link'd to
heart:

Thy form our eyes no more shall see;
But as a dream in memory be
All we admired and loved in thee.

The voice the aspect-these are all
That recollection can recal!
For though affection's tears fall fast,
Nature's full fount must fail at last;
It cannot bring again the past.

Thou art - where angels dwell in power!

Yet thought, in many a pensive hour

Will seek thee;-but between us flow
Death's waves-that circle all below;
Thou comest not,—we to thee must go!

Thou hast escaped the storm;-a hand
Of mercy, to a better land
Removed thee,-early taken ere
Youth faded in the gloom of care,
Or time its better fruits could bear.

For sorrow grows twin-flower with life;
And happy thou, who from all strife
A refuge find'st beyond the sky,
Since blessed are the dead, who die
In hope of immortality.

LONDON :-Printed by James Nichols, 46, Hoxton-square.

H. W. J.

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FOR DECEMBER, 1837.

BIOGRAPHY.

MEMOIR OF MR. JAMES COATES.

MR. JAMES COATES was born at Reith, in the North Riding of Yorkshire, in the year 1766. His parents had once moved in a respectable station in life, but having experienced a reverse of circum. stances, James was placed under the care of his grandparents, who intended to give him an education to qualify him for the legal profession. Being much attached to their grandchild, they indulged him in almost every thing that he wished for, and his youth was therefore little more than a strife of wild and disordered passions; though even then he found, as indeed was to be expected, that “ man walketh in a vain shadow, and disquieteth himself in vain." Often did he resolve to renounce his sinful companions, and give his heart unto God; but his resolutions were made in his own strength, and were only like the "morning cloud, or the early dew, that soon passeth away."

In the sixteenth year of his age his grandparents' temporal affairs being ruined through the extravagance of a son, he came to reside with his parents at Whitby, and shortly afterwards was bound apprentice to a rope-maker. At this time he appears to have taken great delight in reading foolish books. His parents, being strangers to religion themselves, were at no pains to lead him in the good and right way; but, on the contrary, even urged him to this course of reading, thinking that he was thus kept from worse company. His mind at this time was in a state of complete restlessness, frequently causing him to envy the irrational creation, by thinking their situation to be preferable to his own. Acquaintance with the Methodists, however, produced a very different state of feeling. The way was this: his master had formerly been a member of the Wesleyan society, and still retained some relish for serious things, and on one occasion requested him to attend the chapel, and bring home the text; his parents also told him that it could do him no harm. He went, but very reluctantly; and as soon as the Preacher had given out the text, one of his companions urged him to leave the chapel, and attend to a previous engagement. To this, through a fear of being thought serious, he immediately consented. The next Sunday evening, Mr. Neal preached from, "Rejoice, O young man, in thy youth," &c.; and again his companion requested him to leave the chapel, but the word had sunk deep into his heart; and while the Preacher reasoned on a judgment to come, the Spirit discovered to him his fallen and guilty condition, as a sinner in the sight of God. On leaving the chapel, he told his VOL. XVI. Third Series. DECEMBER, 1837. 3 L

companions how powerfully his mind was affected, and that he had determined to put away the evil of his doings, and give himself to God; and, accordingly, without any further hesitation, he cast in his lot amongst the Methodists. He now sought the Lord with his whole heart, and in deep humility and sorrow; and being one day earnestly engaged in breathing out his desires to God, and praying for an evidence of his adoption into the divine family, the love of the Saviour was so manifested to his soul, as caused him to cry out with indescribable emotion, " My Lord and my God!" It is, however, deeply to be regretted that his union with the people of God at this time was but of short duration: he had begun to run well, but was hindered in consequence of not watching unto prayer. He suffered some little matter to prejudice his mind, and then withdrew from the society: a step which he ever afterwards greatly deplored. The result of his removing himself from amongst those who watched over his soul was what might have been expected,—an awful state of inward declension, which issued in a state of outward backsliding. Being left to his understanding, we cannot wonder at finding him falling into a common snare of the devil, and carried about with "divers and strange doctrines," so that for a time he looked upon his old religious companions as moving in a lower dispensation; although he more than once acknowledged that he felt the want of their honest and plain integrity. About this time also he became acquainted with that respectable body of Christians, the Society of Friends, of whom he was always accustomed to speak very highly.

In the year 1789, in consequence of great commercial depression, he obtained employment in the harvest-fields; but finding his earnings there too scanty to support himself and wife, he left Whitby, and came to reside at Bridlington-Quay, where his worldly circumstances were a little improved. His master seems to have been fully aware of his ability as a workman, reposing the most unshaken confidence in his integrity, and consulting with him in all his affairs. Shortly afterwards, hoping to better his circumstances, he entered into a partnership concern, and discovered, when too late, that he had been the mere dupe of a designing man. He was now plunged into abject poverty; and being desirous of paying to the uttermost farthing, he toiled at his business with unremitting assiduity, rising early, and late taking rest. Frequently has he walked to Scarborough and Bridlington markets to dispose of his cordage, and returned in the evening, having had but little or no food during the day. His wife at this time was confined of twins; and such was their distress, that he was several times compelled to wander about among the hedges, in order to pick up a few sticks that they might have a little fire. A brighter period of his life, however, was now approaching. Some time in the year 1797, he providentially became acquainted with a pious woman, a member of the Methodist society; and beginning, like the prodigal, to come to

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